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scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='faith'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='smoke'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='rabbits'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='whiskey'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='music'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='redemption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='black and white'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='doubt'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the blues'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='love'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='turtles'/><title type='text'>Excerpt from Thin Blue Smoke</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-weight: bold;font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-weight: bold;font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-weight: bold;font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-weight: bold;font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;Prologue: SMOKE MEAT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;The name of the place is LaVerne Williams’ Genuine BBQ and City Grocery, but everyone calls it “Smoke Meat,” because—even though “LaVerne Williams’ Genuine BBQ and City Grocery” is hand painted in red letters on the restaurant’s front window—outside, over the front door, painted right on the bricks, are the words SMOKE MEAT in big white capital letters about two-feet tall. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Smoke Meat is a block away from &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;T&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;he Kansas City Star&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;, on the southwest corner of 17th and Walnut. It’s a favorite of reporters and editors at the paper, especially the copydesk, which has a tradition of taking its new staffers there for lunch on their first day on the job. The punch line of this initiation rite comes when it’s time to pay, and all the veteran copyeditors pretend as if they assumed all along the new hire was picking up the tab.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cochran Rooney’s first day Smoke Meat lunch got off to a shaky start. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rooney was a short stocky redhead with close-cropped hair, a goatee, and a silver earring in his right ear. He came to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;The Star&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt; after having been “downsized” from his previous position as a copyeditor at the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;Topeka Capital Journal&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;. He stepped up to the counter first as if he was a long time regular at Smoke Meat.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Behind the counter a tall skinny black man with a graying Afro stepped up to the cash register. He wore a white apron over a black T-shirt. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What’ll it be?” he asked Rooney. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How about a regular sausage sandwich with fries and a diet Coke,” said Rooney, “And how about a D for your sign?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rooney snorted and turned and smirked at his new co-workers as if he were letting them in on a joke. None of them let on that they had any idea what he was talking about. But the guy at the cash register knew exactly what Rooney meant. His eyes narrowed. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What did you say?” he asked Rooney. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You need a D for your sign outside,” said Rooney. “It says ‘smoke meat’. Shouldn’t it say ‘smoked meat’? Smoked, with a D?” He wasn’t smirking anymore and appeared to have developed a severe blinking disorder. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You work over there at &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;The Star&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;, don’t you?” asked the guy behind the counter.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rooney gave a quick little nod. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I knew it. Every once in a while one of you smartass writers from the newspaper comes over here and tells me I need to fix my sign. Just because you know about words doesn’t mean you know everything. You don’t know shit. My son painted that sign the way it is. And it’s staying the way it is.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rooney choked out an apology, but the guy behind the counter wasn’t having any of it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“And we don’t serve fries here,” he said. He turned to take the next order.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rooney was quiet while he ate.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the way back up 17th Street to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;The Star&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;, Rooney walked a bit behind the group smoking a cigarette. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later that day one of the senior copyeditors stopped by Rooney’s cube. He leaned in and pointed at Rooney’s computer screen. “I think you need a D there at the end of that word,” he said. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;* * *&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;Hanging on the wall by the restaurant’s front door are some framed yellowed newspaper clippings. One is a story about LaVerne Williams, a promising young outfielder for the Kansas City Athletics. The article is dated April 9, 1967 and includes a photo of a tall skinny black kid in a baggy cotton baseball uniform, holding his bat over his right shoulder. He looks intently into the camera. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another framed clipping is an obituary for a Raymond Williams. It reads: &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;On February 28, 1986, Raymond L. Williams passed into the loving arms of his beloved savior Jesus Christ. He was 19 years old. He leaves to mourn his passing his grieving parents LaVerne E. and Angela R. Williams, his maternal grandmother, Alberta H. Newton, and many aunts, uncles, cousins, and friends. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raymond died due to a cardiac irregularity while playing varsity basketball for Prairie View A&amp;amp;M University. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raymond was loved by all who knew him. He graduated with honors from Central High School and was selected to the All-Missouri basketball team. He received a scholarship to Prairie View Agriculture and Mining University in Prairie View, Texas, and planned to attend seminary and enter the ministry upon matriculation from his undergraduate studies. Funeral services will be held at New Jerusalem Baptist Church at noon on March 4, the Rev. Orville P. Harris officiating. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;Two of the framed articles are favorable reviews of the restaurant’s food—both from 1982. One praises the ribs and pulled pork. The other includes the restaurant in a list of “Recommended Joints” in Kansas City, awarding it three “rib bones” on the basis of its “tangy sauce and smoky brisket.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The last frame contains a plain white sheet of paper on which twelve lines of verse have been typed:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;“Peace” by Ronald Ross&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now slowly sinks the day-long labouring Sun&lt;br /&gt;Behind the tranquil trees and old church-tower;&lt;br /&gt;And we who watch him know our day is done;&lt;br /&gt;For us too comes the evening—and the hour.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Golden the river brims beneath the west,&lt;br /&gt;And holy peace to all the world is given;&lt;br /&gt;The songless stockdove preens her ruddied breast;&lt;br /&gt;The blue smoke windeth like a prayer to heaven.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;Underneath the typed lines is a handwritten note:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"&gt;To LW, from FG&lt;br /&gt;(The stockdove is songless because she’s afraid you’ll put her on the menu!)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:x-large;"&gt;Chapter 1: A new life&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;The day Raymond Williams painted the words SMOKE MEAT above the front door of his father’s barbecue restaurant, A.B. Clayton’s second stepfather was arrested for bigamy, after it was discovered he had another wife and three young children up in St. Joe. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;   &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the detectives arrived at A.B.’s house and announced their intentions A.B.’s mother became agitated and began throwing wild punches at her husband and also at the police who had come to take him away. A.B. was 15 years old.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the fracas spilled out onto the front porch A.B. slipped out the back door, walked down to the corner of 23rd and Chelsea and stood there wondering what to do. A preacher he saw on TV once said to pray when your heart is troubled. But A.B. Clayton didn’t know how to pray so he lit up a cigarette instead. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As he stood there, a squad car drove past. His stepfather was in the backseat bleeding from the nose. A.B. flicked his cigarette out into the street and started walking. He wondered what the next guy would be like.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17th and Walnut is a good four miles from 23rd and Chelsea, but A.B. didn’t notice how far or how long he’d walked or even where he was going. At one point he just happened to look up and there was Raymond Williams on a ladder, putting the final touches on the K. He smoked a cigarette and watched Ray start in on the E.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;Ray looked down at A.B. “Hey.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;A.B. returned the “Hey.” He figured that the kid on the ladder was about his same age, but a lot taller.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LaVerne Williams came out to inspect his son’s work. “Lookin’ good there, boy. You almost finished?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“About half way,” said Ray. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well, there’s plenty to do inside when you’re done. Don’t be up there all day.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LaVerne looked over at A.B. “May I help you, son?” he said, sizing up the smallish white kid with dirty blond hair, wondering what it was that had made him so sad. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Probably not,” mumbled A.B. looking away. He dropped his cigarette butt to the sidewalk and stepped on it. “I need a new life.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I don’t have one to give,” said LaVerne. “But how about a job?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A.B. agreed without a second thought, surprising himself. “When do I start?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How about now?” said LaVerne. “We got a lot of clean-up to do before we open. Then we’re going to need some help in the kitchen.” &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A.B. followed LaVerne into the restaurant, went to work, and has worked there ever since. During that time, A.B has been absorbed into the Williams family. Before Raymond died, he and A.B. were especially close, even as the gap widened separating A.B.’s smoky greasy world in the back of the restaurant from Ray’s shining academic and athletic achievements.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A.B. is now supervisor of the kitchen crew and the primary operator of the restaurant’s smoke pit. People like the barbecue at Smoke Meat and he’s the one who makes most of it. LaVerne Williams depends on him and trusts him. He was one of the six pallbearers Raymond’s funeral. The other five were members of the Prairie View A&amp;amp;M basketball team. They towered over A.B.—a scrawny white birch in a grove of black oaks.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Angela Williams asked A.B. to help carry her son Raymond’s casket, he said that of course he’d be honored, but thought maybe he’d have to pass. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“But why, A.B.?” asked Angela. “You and Ray were like brothers.” &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yes, ma’am,” he said. “We were. But I don’t have a suit or a tie. I wouldn’t look right. I don’t want to embarrass you.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So Angela Williams brought A.B. over to Michael’s Fine Clothes for Men and bought him his first ever suit, a white shirt, a tie, and a nice pair of shoes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After the funeral and the following meal at New Jerusalem Baptist Church, A.B. didn’t know what to do or where to go so he drove to his mother’s house. She was sitting on the front porch in an old recliner drinking a quart bottle of beer from a paper bag.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I hardly recognized you all dressed up like that,” she said, taking a big hit from the quart. “What’s the occasion?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I was at Ray’s funeral, Ma. I told you.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh, that’s right. That colored kid at the restaurant. How’d he die, again? I forget.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:'times new roman';"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A.B. turned away, walked down to the corner of 23rd and Chelsea and lit up a cigarette. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1910235837242283247-9161491132599134709?l=thinbluesmoke.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://thinbluesmoke.blogspot.com/feeds/9161491132599134709/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://thinbluesmoke.blogspot.com/2009/03/excerpt-from-new-american-novel-thin.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1910235837242283247/posts/default/9161491132599134709'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1910235837242283247/posts/default/9161491132599134709'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://thinbluesmoke.blogspot.com/2009/03/excerpt-from-new-american-novel-thin.html' title='Excerpt from Thin Blue Smoke'/><author><name>Doug Worgul</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05999842399881132161</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='20' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-atlLZRNP9Co/Tbbal8GYO_I/AAAAAAAABsM/vkjP4DWbycM/s220/drw%2Bporkpie.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
